Don't Walk Away

You're the spark. I'm the fuse.
We'll make the perfect match.
We're gonna take this town alive,
We're gonna show them what it's like
When pretty faces sleep with secrets.
- Baby You're My Bad Habit by Four Letter Lie.

My last post was so happy! Why can't things stay that way!

~ School x3

Totally hating on school right now, I never want to get up for it and once I'm there I'm constantly waiting for it to end. I'm getting into actually working though so that's a bonus, almost caught up on Legal work, should be up to date by next week. I'm getting the business questions done pretty easy as well so Mowbs can't hate on me too much. I seriously need to read the English texts, well finish reading them I've started all of them they're just so boring! & my last Subject - Society and Culture - I don't even know what's going on it that class, no one does!
We did however get HSC timetables the other day, I officially finish on the 1st November. Oh how I cannot WAIT for that day. There is something like 94 SCHOOL days left. (So not including Weekends, Holidays or Exams)
Oh how I can't wait to leave the dull prison like walls of that hallowed institute.

~ Photography x3

Epic Sadface! I haven't done ANY photography so I have nothing to report! I miss my camara. My darling model Kiara and I never seem to have free time together so we can't do any shoots! -dies- I miss her like a fat kid on a diet misses cake. I should have Racewear photos to post next post (Depending on whether I go or not) and possibly Canberra/Groovin' The Moo photos. 

I miss the feel of the surrounding night and the power of the camara in my hands.

~ Music x3

Minimal to report here also. I'm still loving foreign music, Japanese and Korean, I'm getting really into Vocaloid. I need to go to JB-HiFi and see if I can find some new CD's I have bands and stuff I know I like just minimal music of theirs! We'll see what happens. Four Letter Lie are good, I love Baby You're My Bad Habit. Though a lot of the songs I listed as my current favourites are no longer my favourites, I'm restless and can't find anything. 

You can act naïve, But I know you're not stupid

~ The Races/Groovin' The Moo/Sig's 18th.

So, Beau pulled out of the races and I am now going alone. Well not alone I'm going with Ingrid and her boyfriend, totally third wheel. She says it wont be awkward but it is, it always is when you're the third with a couple. I'll probably still go but deffinatley not as excited anymore, I was really looking forward to hanging with Beau. Oh well, I guess I'll see him one day, maybe.
Groovin' The Moo is still going to be epic though I never got my L's for idea :S whoops. Haha but school ID should be enough, has a photo and shit. Either way I can't freakin' wait! A WEEKEND WITHOUT WORK & A WEEKEND WITH THREE AMAZING PEOPLE! Excited much? 9am Saturday morning I leave the hell hole that is Wagga. What an awesome weekend.

Friday night after the races a good friend of mine is having her 18th party, I'm going in Gothic Lolita hahaha this should be an epic night. I love you Sigrid! You're birthday will be amazing!

These are the memories I'm going to remember for the rest of time.

Such a sad little post this is. I miss my Beau, Moe, Kiara, Sean, Brad and Aaron's. I'm seriously rethinking some decisions, I'll let you know how it goes.

Don't Walk Away by the Sick Puppies.

& now i have to find myself inside the shadows of a lie i have created.

Just Be Friends

It's just another war

Just another family torn

(My voice will be heard today)

It's just another kill

The countdown begins to destroy ourselves.
- Hero by Skillet.

~ School x3

The beginning of another fateful term began on Tuesday.  (17 more weeks now, just 17 more weeks!) First day back; Exam results. Eeep! Okay they weren't that bad, I could have done better in Business and Society and Culture but hey, you get that. My business teacher really wasn't impressed. (Sorry Mowbs!) He'll live though I'm sure. Due to these results I'm going to study more, hopefully. In theory the plan works and in practise it will too as long as I have the energy to do it. School sucks. 17 more weeks!

~ Photography x3

My photography of late has changed from Kiara as my model to self modeling. This isn't due to anything other than boredom really.

I'll Be Your Superhero, Baby

These Pictures Remind Me Of You

I also decided to make a new background for my computer which was just fun! Just Be Friends - Vocaloid(Luka Megurine)

from the film clip with the lyrics for that part.

I plan to have something new about photography every time I post. I love it; it's a passion.

~ Music x3
In the last post I'd just listened to the Awake album (Skillet), well my album this time is the Tri Polar Album by Sick Puppies. I just love finding new music, I got this off my brothers hard drive and it is just amazing! At the moment my favourite songs from it are Riptide and White Balloons. My list of other random songs I'm loving is still the same pretty much just adding in the whole Awake album, The Tri Polar album, Just Be Friends by Vocaloid (Luka Megurine) and Warp 1.9 by The Bloody Beetroots.

~ The Big One Eight x3
Within the nest two weeks I have to 18ths. Very Excited! The first is this Friday and it's for Stacey and a whole big bunch of us are going out to dinner, it should be fun! The next is the next Friday and it's for Sigrid, she has themed hers to be Tim Burton so now I have to think of something to wear to it, but that shouldn't be too hard. These upcoming parties are my really excited for my own 18th, even though it isn't until next year. I've been planning mine for a while now and it's going to be amazing! My theme shall be 1920's and everyone has to wear something resembling the 20's, I'm going to have 1920's music (hopefully) and I shall decorate where ever I have it to give a 20's feel to it, it'll be sick as! One of my friends is also putting a set of songs together that he is going to learn and play for me at my 18th, yay!! I can't wait to be 18.

~ The Races and Groovin' The Moo x3

I have just about everything I need for the races, I have;

- Shoes

- Dress

- Hat thingy

- Bag

All I need now is stockings (which I can get anywhere!) and I need to see if I can find a Bolero or a Shawl as they are the winter Races. So excited, Ingrid has everything for her outfit, so all that's left is the boys, yay!
Groovin' The Moo is the weekend of the Races, (Races and Sigrid's 18th on the Friday, Canberra Saturday, Groovin' The Moo Sunday, Back home Monday) It will be a freaking epic four days!!!!!! Only problem is I'm missing Mothers Day ): So i told mum I'd make it up to her the next weekend so I have to plan something amazing.. hmm, what to do. I'm sure I'll think of something.

So I'm pretty damn excited and pretty damn happy right now. Should be an AWESOME couple of weeks and I can't freaking wait! :D

However now I'm off to work, goodnight. x

& now i have to find myself inside the shadows of a lie i have created.

Never Surrender

I left a dozen roses on your grave today
I'm in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away
I just came to talk for a while
I got some things I need to say
- Lucy by Skillet.

I actually have nothing to say, hm, interesting. well no, actually I have a lot to say, I just can't put it into words. 

~ Photoshoots x3

These City Lights Will Inspire You

 I'll Keep My Memories Of You

 

 My beautiful model Kiara keeps dragging me out for photo shoots at obscure hours that tend to actually give good results, we just need to find locations that work! 

~ Music x3

I finally got around to listening to the whole Awake album by Skillet and I totally love it! The last song on the album, Lucy, is so incredibly sad but deffinatley a favourite! As well as loving the Awake album I'm really getting into foreign music, Japanese and Korean mainly. Wedding Dress by Taeyang (Korean) and Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou by DBSK (Japanese), both relatively sad songs but so amazing. Other relatively random songs I'm loving;

- Dinosaur by Kisschasy.

- Still Around by 3OH!3

- Colorado Sunrise by 3OH!3

- Someday We'll Know by Mandy Moore

- In My Head by Jason Derulo

- Carousal by Linkin Park

- Hey Soul Sister by Train

- Betterman by Pearljam

- The Difference by Matchbox Twenty

- Downfall by Matchbox Twenty

- High Voltage (WTC Mix) by Linkin Park

- Tears In Heaven by Eric Clapton

- Hexagram by Deftones

- Hole In The Earth by Deftones

&& looking over that list, I have decided I have very weird music taste. (:

~ The Races x3

Massive excitedness! So, Ingrid and I decided we wanted to go to the races, thus we are! They're in two weeks and are going to be AMAZING! I can't wait. We've started the dress and accessory shopping, well I already had the dress and have most of the accessories so we're pretty much just shopping for Ingrid now, however we WILL look amazing, as will our men. :P

Black and Purple for me, and red and black for Ingrid. Woot!

~ Groovin' The Moo x3

Conveniently the day after the races I will be off to the very confusing city of Canberra for the Groovin' The Moo festivale, equal excitedness. Sarah, Elinor and Aneeta shall be my comrades in this adventure and it shall be a joyus occasion for all! The two main bands I'm excited for are;

- Kisschasy

- Silverchair 

I can't wait! It should be a great weekend.

~ Other Exciting News x3

Whilst I am away in Canberra for Groovin' The Moo, my lovely older brother is due to have his first child. I really hope she has him early (more so for her sake) or late (for my sake) so I can see my little nephew when he is born. The amount of teddies and clothes that boy is going to have is unbelievably, both grandmothers wont stop buying things! Everyone is very excited for the arrival of little Batman! x3

Now to the lovely people reading this, you know the exciting news of my life. 

Goodnight x

& now i have to find myself inside the shadows of a lie i have created.