you silenced me when you left.

you silenced me when you left.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Don't Walk Away

You're the spark. I'm the fuse.
We'll make the perfect match.
We're gonna take this town alive,
We're gonna show them what it's like
When pretty faces sleep with secrets.

- Baby You're My Bad Habit by Four Letter Lie.

My last post was so happy! Why can't things stay that way!

~ School x3
Totally hating on school right now, I never want to get up for it and once I'm there I'm constantly waiting for it to end. I'm getting into actually working though so that's a bonus, almost caught up on Legal work, should be up to date by next week. I'm getting the business questions done pretty easy as well so Mowbs can't hate on me too much. I seriously need to read the English texts, well finish reading them I've started all of them they're just so boring! & my last Subject - Society and Culture - I don't even know what's going on it that class, no one does!
We did however get HSC timetables the other day, I officially finish on the 1st November. Oh how I cannot WAIT for that day. There is something like 94 SCHOOL days left. (So not including Weekends, Holidays or Exams)
Oh how I can't wait to leave the dull prison like walls of that hallowed institute.

~ Photography x3
Epic Sadface! I haven't done ANY photography so I have nothing to report! I miss my camara. My darling model Kiara and I never seem to have free time together so we can't do any shoots! -dies- I miss her like a fat kid on a diet misses cake. I should have Racewear photos to post next post (Depending on whether I go or not) and possibly Canberra/Groovin' The Moo photos. 
I miss the feel of the surrounding night and the power of the camara in my hands.

~ Music x3
Minimal to report here also. I'm still loving foreign music, Japanese and Korean, I'm getting really into Vocaloid. I need to go to JB-HiFi and see if I can find some new CD's I have bands and stuff I know I like just minimal music of theirs! We'll see what happens. Four Letter Lie are good, I love Baby You're My Bad Habit. Though a lot of the songs I listed as my current favourites are no longer my favourites, I'm restless and can't find anything. 
You can act naïve, But I know you're not stupid

~ The Races/Groovin' The Moo/Sig's 18th.
So, Beau pulled out of the races and I am now going alone. Well not alone I'm going with Ingrid and her boyfriend, totally third wheel. She says it wont be awkward but it is, it always is when you're the third with a couple. I'll probably still go but deffinatley not as excited anymore, I was really looking forward to hanging with Beau. Oh well, I guess I'll see him one day, maybe.
Groovin' The Moo is still going to be epic though I never got my L's for idea :S whoops. Haha but school ID should be enough, has a photo and shit. Either way I can't freakin' wait! A WEEKEND WITHOUT WORK & A WEEKEND WITH THREE AMAZING PEOPLE! Excited much? 9am Saturday morning I leave the hell hole that is Wagga. What an awesome weekend.
Friday night after the races a good friend of mine is having her 18th party, I'm going in Gothic Lolita hahaha this should be an epic night. I love you Sigrid! You're birthday will be amazing!
These are the memories I'm going to remember for the rest of time.

Such a sad little post this is. I miss my Beau, Moe, Kiara, Sean, Brad and Aaron's. I'm seriously rethinking some decisions, I'll let you know how it goes.
Don't Walk Away by the Sick Puppies.

& now i have to find myself inside the shadows of a lie i have created.